Today I had my weekly therapy session and realized that this past Saturday, September 22, 2012 marks 1 year since I came out to my dad. Thats wild to me! I can't believe I've been out for a year. I never thought I was ever going to come out to anyone. Although its been one hell of a rough year, I can honestly say that I am in a better place today then I was. I am finally beginning to see my life more clearly. I finally feel like I am starting explore the idea of what it will be like to live my life with another man. It feels more natural. This past summer has been a huge transition period for me in so many ways that I can't really pin-point what, but I just feel different. Good different.
I had my ups and downs but I am definitely gaining more confidence. Confidence not only in the gay part of myself, but in the whole of who I am. It feels madd fuckin good. I wanna give a huge thanks to everyone who supports this blog, followers and those just stopping by to check it out. Specifically I want to thank the dudes who I have kept in touch with through email - you guys are fuckin awesome and without the support, I wouldn't be where I am today.
Check out this song, I'm sure some of you have heard it, but it pretty much describes how I'm feeling about my life right now. My taste in music has always surprised my friends and family, but I honestly like all kinds and this song is hands down one of my favorites so enjoy.